Alright, so I graduate from Lawrence in 5 months and cross through into the liminal threshold of “adult life” part 2 (or 1?), only to enter another.
Here’s the thing on that. I’m just trying to invoke my freshman attitude, minus the confusion and drama. AKA I’m trying to party and dance, make out with all of my friends and just hoe around in general—-to be perfectly overly frank about the sitch; I’m going to not give a fuck.
As for the recap, I went from turbo-time Angie-is-amazing-at-organization-and-rocking-four-hard-classes to taking 2 sweeet art classes and Islam where its like Angie-is-amazing-at-chillin-and-relaxin (and checking her schedule being like…wait, do I reeeeally have no homework?).
On the home break front, I essentially kuddled with the K, got crunk with the C Pray, spent time with lovely people, meditated my ass off only to realize (dont think me to be cocky, alright? Im just correct…) that I’ve got a large amount of shit figured out about how to surf life, how to surf my mind, and how I should treat myself and others as humans and individuals. In sum, that retreat was only reaffirming, I felt more like myself afterwards, the peaceful its-easy-to-love-you because I’m not stressed-by-academia me.
And so my freshman invocation thus far? Hoein: slight. A respectable amount. Procrastination: I didnt know I still had it in me. Going to the VR when I should have been going to bed: obviously forming good habits.
